It is hard for me to fully trust people to the point I can really open up to them. It seems like every time I think I find a person to open up to they turn around and use what I have told them to use it against me without caring what they are truly doing to me. Am I doomed to never finding a person I can fully trust without them using what I have told them against me? Am I going to be forced to always be hurting? Because there isn't any more room in me to deal with the pain. I'm on the edge of loosing it everyday and people who I should be able to trust start off the day stressing me out and by the end of the day I'm looking for someone that I can at least talk to in order to release the stress of the day without making them run away.