It is hard for me to fully trust people to the point I can really open up to them. It seems like every time I think I find a person to open up to they turn around and use what I have told them to use it against me without caring what they are truly doing to me. Am I doomed to never finding a person I can fully trust without them using what I have told them against me? Am I going to be forced to always be hurting? Because there isn't any more room in me to deal with the pain. I'm on the edge of loosing it everyday and people who I should be able to trust start off the day stressing me out and by the end of the day I'm looking for someone that I can at least talk to in order to release the stress of the day without making them run away.

32 years of the same crap happening on my birthday and every other day of my life and people still think that Bible thumping at me and saying be positive will change 32 years of torture called my life. Wake up and smell the Bull Shit your spewing at me because after 32 years of the same shit happening day in and day out it is obvious nothing is going to change for me all that can change is to stop hiding the fact it been happening. All it would take is them spending 1 day in my shoes and they would be wondering why I haven't gone postal yet. I don't need faux friends or faux advice in my life because action always speak louder than words and people seem to be blind to actions nowadays and still fall for the words. There is no such thing as a sliver lining so stop trying to find one. Everyone is out for themselves and they don't care who they hurt to get ahead in life which means Nice Guys never have a chance and Assholes get everything.

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 I am going to start posting my friends weekly Starbucks recommendations, especially with the holiday flavors here! Who's excited?  With them being an ex-barista of Starbucks bevs, I hope you guys trust their taste, haha :3  

This weeks first ever StarbucksRec they suggest: Soy Eggnog Latte w/ 3 pumps of Pumpkin Spice, & cinnamon on top :D GO GET IT

I'm excited about Thanksgiving because I love unwelcome parenting advice from relatives I see twice a year.

Thanksgiving is great because people tend to speak less when food is lodged in their mouths.

There is a special place in hell for people that play Christmas music before Thanksgiving.

Dear Turkeys, don't worry... they only love us for our breasts too. Sincerely, women.

If you didn’t want to sit at the kids’ table then you shouldn’t have seen the new Twilight movie.

You don't need Thanksgiving to hate your family.

If I was a turkey, I’d be doing everything I could to taste terrible right now.

On Thanksgiving Day, all over America, families sit down to dinner at the same moment ..... halftime.

For the first time, we are going to have a HAPPY Thanksgiving. This year, I am stuffing the turkey with Prozac!

Happy Turkey Day, America! Don’t forget to name the turkey and make everyone uncomfortable.

Thanksgiving is an emotional holiday. People travel thousands of miles to be with people they only see once a year. And then discover once a year is way too often.

Why is it only when people need something from you they acknowledge you even exist, but the rest of the time they act as if you are invisible or treat you like crap? Also they say Karma is a bitch, so why is it that the people who wrong others tend to get rewarded the most later in life, while the people who didn't wrong people end up suffering the most later in life?

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